This is the "old" me. Scrawny, perhaps; fitiing into my 22" custom made corset, definitely.

How does this make me feel? This is so painful and so very sad that I just can't explain what it's like to lose everything due to steroids. My health has suffered in as much that hydrocortisone is keeping me ailve due to the Addison's Disease. But I'm totally bummed. I found this because I'm having Will design my coverup since my ex-husband has utterly cut me out of his life to the extent that I was in a hospital and nursing home for nearly a total of a month and he never once wrote, texted, called, nothing ... even on my birthday (spent in the nursing home). I'm bitter and so absolutely devestated. Oh well, right?